(Intro)
(A slow, muted acoustic guitar finger-picks a melancholic melody. A soft piano chord tracks behind it, setting a heavy, reflective mood.)
(Verse 1)
I used to check the rearview mirror just to see my ghosts
The kind of habits that'll burn down what you love the most
Spent too many midnights starin at a bottle label
Spillin all my secrets on a kitchen table
I was a walkin wrecking ball, a beautiful mess
And how you stuck around, well, it’s anybody’s guess.
(Verse 2)
There were nights I locked the door and shut the world clean out
Let my insecurities turn into screamin doubt
Thinkin I wasn't enough, that you’d be better off
With some clean-cut boy mmm real tough when things got rough
I put you through the ringer, made some massive mistakes
Testin every single string to see how much it breaks.
(Chorus)
But you never packed a bag, never walked out the door
When I was face down, bleedin on a hardwood floor
Yeah, you held my shakin hands through the worst of it all
You’re always Standin tall when my whole world falls
Man, I’m far from a saint, but heaven knows it's true
Every single day, I’m tryin to be better for you.
Yeah, better for you.
(Verse 3)
It’s a slow-going road tryin to straighten out the bends
Learnin how to live without the triggers and the trends
Still got a little darkness bitin at my heels
But you look at me and change how everything feels
You’re my ride or die, my midnight train
The only thing that ever finally numbed the pain.
(Chorus)
'Cause you never packed a bag, never walked out the door
When I was face down, bleedin on a hardwood floor
Yeah, you held my shakin hands through the worst of it all
You’re still Standin tall when my whole world falls
Man, I’m far from a saint, but heaven knows it's true
Every single day, I’m tryin to be better for you.
(Bridge)
I still wake up sweatin in the middle of the night
Wonderin if the version you got turned out right
But you just pull me closer, whisper in the dark
Remindin me that healin always starts in the heart
(Guitar Solo)
(Chorus)
And you never packed a bag, never walked out the door
When I was face down, bleedin on a hardwood floor
Yeah, you held my shakin hands through the worst of it all
Standin like a shadow when my whole world falls
Man, I’m far from a saint, but heaven knows it's true
Every single day, I’m tryin to be better for you.
(Outro)
Yeah, I'm workin on it daily
'Cause you're my ride or die, baby.
Let ME be the proof...
Of me bein better for you.