I’m tired of fighting a losing battle every time I go outside I feel ambitious but then I’m good tuition that I’m not doing good. I feel like everybody staring at me and then they daring me to care for me. I don’t get it. I don’t know why you want to try to be my friend at the end. It’s all been too late. Life has passed me by and I wanna cry. I wasted my time but now it’s time to realize what I can do to change make my world a better place. I need to face my demons and maybe get past some of my screaming but what can I do? I need help from other people for money help just some help save I just gotta play by the game that I played on my life well I’ve been working all my life paying my bills just trying to fill my time. I was wasting a lot of time chasing dreams but now it’s all rich schemes and that’s too late for me to be rich now I can do is talk to a bitch, but how can I change all of my it and I can be successful someday all I can do is pray.