[Verse 1]
I used to know every word
Now they fall flat on my tongue
I used to run to Your name
Now I just stare at the ceiling
Bible open on my bed
Every page feels like a riddle
Everybody says You’re close
Why do You feel so distant in the middle?
[Chorus]
Where are You in this fog?
I’m reaching
But You feel gone
If You’re still here
Can You hold me while I’m torn?
I’m not strong like they all think
I’m just tired and on my knees
Where are You in this fog?
Please don’t leave me here alone
[Verse 2]
Sunday smiles
"How are you?"
I say
"Blessed
" and change the subject
Sing the songs
Mouth the lines
Heart is quiet
Full of questions
I remember when we talked
Like a friend in every silence
Now I pray and hear my fear
Echo back
And I can’t hide it
[Chorus]
Where are You in this fog?
I’m reaching
But You feel gone
If You’re still here
Can You hold me while I’m torn?
I’m not strong like they all think
I’m just tired and on my knees
Where are You in this fog?
Please don’t leave me here alone
[Bridge]
If I can’t feel You
Teach me to trust You
If I can’t see You
Show me You see me too
If all I have
Is this honest
Shaking heart
Will You meet me
Meet me in the dark? (oh, meet me)
[Chorus]
Where are You in this fog?
I’m reaching
But You feel gone
But if You’re here
Won’t You breathe into my lungs?
I’m not strong
And that’s my truth
So I fall and cling to You
Here You are in this fog
You were holding me all along (all along)