I'm On My Knees, God

Dear God, it’s been a heavy year,

Lost so many souls, filled with doubt and fear.

Mom's gone, silence cuts like a knife,

In this empty space, I can’t find the light.

Oh, when will this pain cease?

When will the anger fade?

I’m on my knees, dear God,

I need your love displayed.

I’m crying out loud,

But no answers found,

Is there hope within this stillness,

Or am I destined to drown?

Memories haunt me like shadows that creep,

The echo of laughter just won’t let me sleep.

But all I feel is this battle I fight,

A heavy heart bathed in tears each night.

Hebrews 13:5, your promise is clear,

"I’ll never leave you, I’ll always be near."

So why does it feel like I’m lost in despair?

Why does it seem you’re simply not there?

Oh, when will this pain cease?

When will the anger fade?

I’m on my knees, dear God,

I need your love displayed.

I’m crying out loud,

But no answers found,

Is there hope within this stillness,

Or am I destined to drown?

I’m reaching towards you, can you sense my plea?

A broken heart wandering, longing to be free.

I need a sign, just a spark of grace,

A whisper of hope in this lonely place.

Oh, when will this pain cease?

When will the anger fade?

I’m on my knees, dear God,

I need your love displayed.

I’m crying out loud,

But no answers found,

Is there hope within this stillness,

Or am I destined to drown?

Oh, dear God, I’m down on my knees,

Help me find my way, bring my spirit ease.

Please, I’m begging you,

Don’t let me fade away.

I’m on my knees...

Don’t let me drown, please God.

I’m on my knees...

And I need you, God, today.

I’m on my knees...

Tell me what steps to take.