To be frank I’m living like i can’t run away the love fades . It’s not what you wish it was just because it’s a feeling doesn’t mean it’s forever a sick biological lie doctor Jekyll bust a nut and Hyde to summarize I wish I followed my gut and not your eyes I should’ve said goodbye longing for and explanation of why after procrastination you start changing trying to get every last drop knowing it makes me odd . I can’t tell if it’s attraction or lust succumbed to madness or presenting fake smiles. I want something deeper a true warrior of the soul who craves a natural flow but ya stuck on your phone or playing tic tack toe against my heart beat is it real to be real it’s only a matter of time before you see that I figured you out. You hate being alone so you wear my energy like it’s clothes trying to find your way but got caught up in my zone eyes closed to a desire that topple empires but present to me like it’s my own. I know the power you hold it’s to take not create so I’ll keep my mouth closed. In my wake I rack my brain trying to escape running to the gates that have me locked out my energy puts me in a position of a choice die or rise above in fully trust god or comfort mentally butt hurt from the acid burns I observe as the world burns take a break sit still and learn i can’t run anymore form this gut feeling that tell me it’s all worth it get pussy or a purpose or both it’s a balance that maybe I need to understand but often times it ruins my plans I gotta be on my feet I have to chose a time or defeat terminally spitting bile freaky like a black and mild wild couldn’t understand that my brains a maze with snoop dogs mushroom dead heads opened my eyes on a bed pan suckling air a creation often times not worth saving creepy shutters shaking in my basement hatred trying to crawl its way up but cough cough hit this gas then it’s a trap hiccups a sick fuck who stalks your dreams slick sneaky like oil Sheen to fuck up your whole movies scene with decapitation cut the snakes head while it spits hog wash about Satan in a circle of fire I’m the pied piper that sends evil energy to yo neighbor hood and set the streets on fire
I think I need a new tire my head keeps spinning spiraling falling dead
