Sorry to my loved ones

Sometimes, I feel like I'm losing love for myself. I feel so insecure, and I start hating my flaws. I feel like I'm not enough. I just can't adore myself. It seems like I couldn't see my own worth. There are times where I just hate seeing myself in the mirror. And sometimes, I cry over the fact that I can't change myself. I want to be someone else. I want to be like the others who confidently accept and love themselves. I just can't find reasons to love myself right now. I feel like a failure; I feel like I am so worthless; and I feel like I am not someone who is worthy of being loved.

There are times where I question my worth and hate myself a lot. The truth is, I don't know how to love myself. I'm having a hard time accepting that I am not always good enough. That sometimes, I fail, I break, and I disappoint too many people. I find it really hard to love myself. Maybe someday I'll regret it, and maybe that day I'll finally realize how much I deserve to be loved by myself. For that l apologise for the way lm. Sorry my daughter, sorry my son, sorry my love Chris, sorry my fur babies. I pray that l will be better woman one day. Please all forgive me!!