Paradox

I close my eyes just to look at you taken by the scene is vision, I close my eyes ignore the smoke, ignore the smoke ignore, the smoke. The answers are getting harder yes the answers they're getting harder and harder and there ain't no room to bargain or the barter. And as I walk along I think of the things we've done together while our hearts were young. You can beg for God's mercy and pretend that he hates you don't you just wish you'd let it go you can drown in your sorrows and pretend that you were helpless don't you just wish you'd let it go. Ohhhhhhhhh, nooooooooooo, can I have it no can I have it no can I have it no can I have it no. (Verse) I'm sitting on my bed lying wide awake demons in my head and it's more than I can take I think I'm on a roll but I think it's kind of weak. You had to get them all aside didn't you didn't you you believed in all your lies didn't you didn't you. And as I pull my head out I am with it out one doubt I don't want to be down here soothing my narcissism I must choose to deny the ego before it's far too late. Be like nah nah nah.......nah nah nah nah nah.ohhhhhhhhhh nooooooooo can I have it no can I have it no can I have it no can I have it I guess so.