Falling 2 pieces

(Verse 1)Back and forth, I sing with the wind, retribution flips away again ,right through my fingers back into my heart it's out of reach and it's in the dark.. sometimes I think I'm blind or I may be just paralyzed, because the plot thickens every day and the pieces of my puzzle keep crumbling away but I know there's a picture beneath.(Chorus) I can listen when you cloud my vision, I won't listen, because I'm somewhere in between my love and my misery, because I'm somewhere in between, my life is falling to pieces, nobody can put me together. (Verse 2) Black and white, the colors blend in, resolution with all my sin, right through my hands back into my heart ,out of reach and it's in the dark droplets of yes and no in an ocean of maybe, because from the bottom it looks like a steep hill climb, from the top another downhill slope of mine, but I know the equilibrium's there. indiscretion feeds my depression, no one listens because I'm somewhere in between my hate and my agony, you see I'm somewhere in my dreams, my lies , they scream through me, can't wake up from this, it feels like forever like a distant memory, chasing the shadows that are consuming me.