Spillway Confessions

[Verse 1]
Heart cracked, I’m stuck on “yo”
You left me on read, I’m left on the floor
Say I’m dumb ’cause I don’t know
But you never talk, you just slam the door
We used to swim at the spillway
Sun on your shoulders, laughing in the mud
Now I’m flooded by a million maybes
How you turn sweet into bad blood
I’m lost in your language
Every word you throw feel twisted
Tryna read your rage and your sadness
But the map in my hands stay missing
[Chorus]
I’m so lost, I’m so foolish
Bleeding out, and you act like you’re clueless (yeah)
Heart broke, I don’t even know why
You the reason and the riddle every time
I’m so mad, but I miss you
Every memory hit hard when the wind moves (uh)
Spillway dreams where the water ran true
Now I’m drowning in the thought of you
[Verse 2]
You say “you don’t know anything”
Cool, guess I’ll wear that name tag
But who taught me how to love wrong?
Who lit the fuse, then stepped back?
It’s hard just understanding you
You flip from fire to freeze
You push me out, then pull me close
Talk sweet, then cut at the knees
I replay fights in the dark
All your words like knives in my chest
But I still save you in my phone
As the one that I loved best (damn)
[Chorus]
I’m so lost, I’m so foolish
Bleeding out, and you act like you’re clueless (oh)
Heart broke, I don’t even know why
You the reason and the riddle every time
I’m so mad, but I miss you
Every memory hit hard when the wind moves
Spillway dreams where the water ran true
Now I’m drowning in the thought of you (in the thought of you)

rap, Moody, melodic rap over sparse piano and sub-heavy drums, midtempo. Male vocals: verses close-mic, almost whispered; hook opens wider with layered doubles and soft harmonies. Occasional pitched-down ad-libs and distant water ambience between sections to echo the spillway memory. Beat builds second chorus with thicker 808s and subtle choir pad for emotional lift.