Behind the Busyness

**🎵 “Behind the Busyness”

(Acoustic Folk/Americana Ballad)

Verse 1

In the quiet of the morning, when the world’s still half asleep,

I’m already out there moving, stacking hours in a heap.

I fill my days with something, anything to keep away

The shadows standing patient, waiting at the edge of day.

Pre-Chorus

I crack a joke, lend a hand, play the part they understand—

But there’s a whole damn storm beneath the skin they never see.

Chorus

’Cause I won’t show you what is hiding behind my pain,

What is hiding behind the busyness that keeps me sane.

There’s a hurting heart with worn-out scars,

A fighter stitched together from a hundred private wars.

I’ll bleed for those I love without a second thought—

But when you ask me how I’m doing, I just say,

“I’m fine, I’m fine… I’m fine.”

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Verse 2

I’ve been clawing through the darkness, hands torn from every climb,

Trying to prove I’m stronger than the weight I drag behind.

I hustle hard to quiet all the ghosts that know my name,

But when the noise is gone, they circle back around the same.

Pre-Chorus

So I smile wide, take the load, be the one who bears the road—

But there’s a man inside still learning how to let things go.

Chorus

’Cause I won’t show you what is hiding behind my pain,

What is hiding behind the busyness that keeps me sane.

There’s a hurting heart with worn-out scars,

A fighter stitched together from a hundred private wars.

I’ll bleed for those I love without a second thought—

But when you ask me how I’m doing, I just say,

“I’m fine, I’m fine… I’m fine.”

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Verse 3

I need the quiet, need a hug that holds the shaking in my chest,

A gentle touch to calm the overthinking I can’t rest.

My mind can be a battlefield where I’m fighting every hour—

And I just need a little peace to take back some of my power.

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Bridge

Maybe one day I’ll stop running

From the things I never say.

Maybe someday I’ll stop hiding

All the parts that ache and fray.

But for now I just keep working,

Building walls from my own hands—

Hoping someday someone sees me,

Even when I can’t.

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Final Chorus

Still I won’t show you what is hiding behind my pain,

What is hiding behind the miles I walk to stay the same.

There’s a wounded soul who still believes

That loving hard is worth the cost it takes from me.

And if you ask me how I’m doing, I’ll say, “I’m fine…”

But maybe that’s the quiet truth

I’m trying not to hide.