Still not enough

Still Not Enough”

Verse 1

I learned your face in the dark of my room

Counted your breaths like they were a tune

I gave you my best on borrowed time

Every broken part, every unfinished line

You held my hands, but not too tight

Like you were scared of staying the night

I felt you drift when you said my name

Like loving me felt a little unsafe

Pre-Chorus

I tried to be softer, tried to be strong

Tried to fix the places I got wrong

But every mirror just tells me the same

Chorus

I can love you with everything I am

Pour my heart out like a broken dam

Still somehow I don’t measure up

I give you all, still not enough

You say it’s not me, but I feel the truth

I’m losing you while loving you

I’d bleed for us, I’d call your bluff

But loving you is still not enough

Verse 2

I memorized the way you doubt

Every silence you won’t talk about

I carry the weight you won’t explain

Calling it love, calling it pain

I bend myself to fit your fears

Shrink my needs, dry my tears

If love was a test I’d pass with scars

But you’re looking past me, not at my heart

Pre-Chorus

I keep thinking if I change my shape

You’ll finally choose to stay

But I’m tired of erasing me

Chorus

I can love you with everything I am

Give you my soul, not just my hands

Still somehow I don’t measure up

I give you all, still not enough

You say you care, but I feel the truth

I’m breaking while holding you

I’d stay forever, call it love

But loving you is still not enough

Bridge

Maybe love isn’t meant to hurt like this

Maybe I’m not what you miss

Maybe someday I’ll see my worth

Without needing you to say the words

Final Chorus

I loved you more than I loved myself

Put my heart on a higher shelf

If I walk away, it’s not giving up

It’s choosing me when I’ve had enough

I hope you find what you’re searching for

But I won’t beg outside your door

I was real, I was true, I was tough

Even if I was never enough

Outro

I was never nothing

I was just too much

For someone who couldn’t love me enough