[Intro – breathy, emotional, raw mic tone]
(quiet inhale)
I’m not a good listener…
But I swear I’m trying.
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[Verse 1 – soft, shaky, but grounded]
I’m not a good listener,
I talk like a hurricane.
Trying to be a better person,
But I break more than I change.
You say I treat people wrong,
But I’m fighting my own fight.
Trying to fix my darkness
With a pocket full of light.
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[Pre-Chorus – lift, emotional rasp begins]
I swear I’m trying harder,
But the mirror never lies.
I’m the hero and the villain
In the same pair of eyes.
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[Chorus – BIG Kelly belt, open vowels, raspy edges]
I will NEVER be that person
You’re begging me to be.
I will NEVER change my heart
To fit your fantasy.
Yeah, I’ll love you ’til it kills me,
I’ll hurt you just the same —
But I’m standing right beside you
Even when you curse my name.
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[Verse 2 – conversational pop-rock tone]
You say that I’m the problem,
But you love me when I bleed.
You want a better version,
You want more than I can be.
I talk like I’m defensive,
But I’m terrified inside.
Every time you say “I love you,”
Something in me wants to hide.
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[Pre-Chorus 2 – louder lift, more belt]
I’m a storm you keep on chasing,
I’m a mess you try to hold.
I’m the warmth you keep on chasing,
I’m the fire growing cold.
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[Chorus – even bigger, rock drums enter]
I will NEVER be that person
You’re begging me to be.
I will NEVER change my heart
To fit your fantasy.
Yeah, I’ll love you ’til it kills me,
I’ll hurt you just the same —
But I’m standing right beside you
Even when you curse my name.
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[Bridge – soft → explosive, classic Kelly]
I will never stop loving,
Even when I fall apart.
I will always keep on breaking
Just to rebuild my own heart.
You will never understand me,
But you’ll never walk away —
Because broken people love
In the loudest kind of way.
(BIG DRUM ROLL)
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[Final Chorus – FULL Kelly Clarkson scream-belt]
I will NEVER be that person
You imagine when you dream.
I will NEVER fit the picture
Of what perfect’s supposed to mean.
But I’ll love you ’til it kills me,
Even if you call me wrong —
I’m a lifetime full of chaos,
But you’ll MISS ME when I’m GONE.
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[Outro – raspy whisper, pulled back]
(whisper)
Never be that person…
But I’m still here.