Verse 1
I had it mapped out in my head
Every turn and where it led
Who I’d be and who I’d find
What would stay and what was mine
I could see it so clear
Like it was already here
Like if I just kept going
I’d arrive at it
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Pre-Chorus
But somewhere along the way
It slipped out of place
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Chorus
I’m letting go of the life I thought I’d have
The one I pictured, the one I planned
The version of me that didn’t break
That didn’t bend, that didn’t change
And I don’t know who I am instead
Or how to be okay with this
But I can’t keep holding onto something
That doesn’t exist
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Verse 2
There’s a girl I used to be
Who believed so easily
That things worked out if you tried
That nothing good just passed you by
And I miss how she would feel
Like everything was real
Like she didn’t have to question
If it would disappear
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Pre-Chorus
Now I carry what she lost
And I feel the cost
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Chorus
I’m letting go of the life I thought I’d have
The one that never ended like that
The people who were meant to stay
But slowly faded anyway
And I don’t know what comes next
Or how to make peace with this
But I can’t keep breaking over something
That doesn’t exist
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Bridge (quiet, emotional)
It’s not just dreams, it’s who I was
It’s every almost, every was
Every version I believed
Would be waiting there for me
And I don’t know how to say goodbye
To something that never really died
It just…
Didn’t happen
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Breakdown (soft)
And maybe that’s the hardest part
There’s no ending, just a start
I didn’t choose
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Final Chorus (more acceptance, still sad)
I’m letting go of the life I thought I’d have
But I still feel it in the past
In every photo, every plan
In everything I thought I’d land
And maybe I’ll be someone new
Who finds a way to make this true
But right now I’m just learning how
To let go of it somehow
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Outro (very quiet)
It wasn’t mine to live
Even if I wanted it
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