Save me

There’s been so much going on I can’t see straight I can feel myself falling into the abyss of nothing i want to love but it’s always failed for me I wish I had a dream I could for but my last three failed so miserably i stuck trying to envision a future but it never actually includes me so where does that lead me

Where can I go from here this depression has me spiraling in circles like a maze that I can’t escape the entrance has closed over and left me stranded so now im forever lost and trapped in place no one ever comes to save me

I’m down on my knees praying historically like a crazy person whose lost all reasoning “god please save me please abandon me in this sea on nothingness I know im a sinner but I’ve always believed in you please send somebody to rescue me”

The silence of the darkness answers me with wisp on air almost mockingly now I’m in tears because nobody seems to hears my screams and pleas

Then I hear voice so small but gentle inside of me “my child im here please keep having faith in me”