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Sitting in silence, wondering if I miss you

Your arm draped around my neck and my hearts a million miles away.

Remembering the early days

Flashbacks to better days

Remember when you made me feel seen, thinking of what could have been.

If only you’d told me

Maybe I’d want you to hold me

If only you’d been here

Maybe these cheeks would be smiling instead of stained in tears.

So used to your absence

It’s scary that it makes more sense to live this life in silence

If only you’d shown me

Any maybe you did want me for more than just a moment

If only you’d been honest with yourself

I wouldn’t have shut down and lost myself

Should I whisper in your ear

Tell you all you want to hear

When it’s killing me being here

Maybe this should be the last time that you hear from me

Turned me into someone I don’t recognise

I don’t want to be her anymore

I think it’s time we admit this is the end