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Sitting in silence, wondering if I miss you 
Your arm draped around my neck and my hearts a million miles away. 
Remembering the early days
Flashbacks to better days 
Remember when you made me feel seen, thinking of what could have been. 
 
If only you’d told me
Maybe I’d want you to hold me
If only you’d been here
Maybe these cheeks would be smiling instead of stained in tears. 

So used to your absence 
It’s scary that it makes more sense to live this life in silence 

If only you’d shown me 
Any maybe you did want me for more than just a moment 
If only you’d been honest with yourself 
I wouldn’t have shut down and lost myself

Should I whisper in your ear
Tell you all you want to hear
When it’s killing me being here 

Maybe this should be the last time that you hear from me
Turned me into someone I don’t recognise 
I don’t want to be her anymore 
I think it’s time we admit this is the end 

Female, emotional, moving