I think I lost my mind
This was a wild ass ride
I was in a cloud but I tried
Expressed it should have suppressed it
I was supposed to drop hits
Seems like I only dropped shits
Thought I’d be staying in the rits
Turns out I’ll be eating grits
I was trying to be something I’m not
Turns out I won’t be coming out on top
Butt fuck it who says I’m not
I was born to live in this spot
I was learning the ropes
Might have done some dopes
I got the highest hopes
Hanging my career from ropes
Help me get back to reality
Get the fuck out this depravity
Loosing all since of gravity
Just drifting off so badly
I wish I could explain
Seems like a crashing plane
Couldn’t stomach the pain
Wish I had some cocaine
My life’s going down the drain
What’s crazy is that’s all in my brain
Falling on me like heavy rain
Washing it all down the drain
It’s hard to follow
This is just where I wallow
Sometimes it’s hard to swallow (my dick)
I’m coming around (your lips)
I’m done for the night
Tomorrow I’ll get right
Tonight was a slight
I might have been high as a kite