Celebrating

Here i am once again in the studio by myself  
It’s my special day even tho im not special to any one else happy birthday to me i dont wanna be here god please take me out  never asked to be born so why am i all alone blowing smoke on the floor i just wanna mean something be apart of anything i dont need the money i just wanna be with somebody on my birthday laughing playing enjoying the day but im drinking instead and contemplating if i should stay not gonna say good bye to anyone cuz they never understood me and the things I’ve done is bullshit for the amount of shit I had to sacrifice  lost my self trying to please the people who i questioned if they ever cared happy birth day to me god please take me out i don’t wanna do this no more the drugs don’t work i can’t keep runing im geting no where I know you’ll be there by my side when is all said and done happy birthday to me happy birthday to me I’ll go out with a bang  

Slow sad lofi  reverb bass boosted