DROWNING2

Mommy what’s wrong with daddy?

Nothing hunny he’s just thinking.

When will daddy come back to us?

I don’t know hunny he’s been thinking for a long time.

aaahhhhh

Bleeegggghhhh

Kill, kill, kill, kill, kill

KILL

been sitting here for the past couple days

Life have been passing by like some play

Something has my heart

Brocken and spiraling

I can’t feel the glares from family

I know they’re, there

But too many shadows consist

They exist

Too make me feel surrounded

Trapped in my home

With ghosts in the walls

Dark figures of despair linger

Filling my cup up with pitchers of doubt

No help no savior around

I’m just laying here pinned to the ground

There’s loved ones around

But there’s just stairs From familiar faces

Glances from from the corners

From people who don’t understand

They say I can’t stand how you are

Just change stop staying the same

YOU DONT THINK IVE TRIED

IM TIRED BODYS ACHING

IN THESE UNFAMILIAR PLACES

I WALK AROUND TO LOOK FINE

BUT ONCE I SIT DOWN

THE DEMONS COME AROUND

GRABS ME BY THE THROAT

STOPS THE GROWTH WITH ITS DARK APPROACH

……….FEEL THE FEAR………

……..SHUT UP………

……..and Feel the fear……..

why can’t I remember what it’s like

To be happy lately

There’s too much

Mainly in my heart torn apart

Why does it happen when I’m alone and in the dark

I’m tired of these martyrs

LEFT ME ALONE LEAVE ME TO DROWN

GIVE ME BACK MY CROWN

I need to feel happy again

This girl looks torn apart

Struggles in that heart

I can’t even see like looking in a mirror

I can feel the fear from her

Grab my hand run this way

Stay away from that dark figure

Fall in my arms deny those charms

Gradually coming around

Feeling that warmth

Strength back in the legs

Fighting with the brave

Draped in armor

Put back together

Cracks healing

DARK SOUL

GONE AWAY

CHOPPED DOWN

BLINDING LIGHT

HEAL THE BAD

SAVE THE WOUNDED

KILL THE ENEMIES

CROWN THE FATHER

HELP THE HELPLESS

DRESSED IN GOLD

TUCKED AWAY IN SMALL PLACES

I can feel the heat of the sun

Come closer my dear

Let get a look I’ve been put here

Back together

Lighter than a feather

Wounded soul healed

Put back together

Back home, healed, safe and

REVIVED