[Verse 1]
Cross around my neck feels heavy
Skin so small under Your sky
I was just a kid in the back pew
Trying not to cry
Everyone said You would save me
If I just learned how to behave
But I keep waking up in the dark
Still waiting to be brave
[Chorus]
Jesus
Are You lonely too?
Hanging on a picture in my room
Staring at the cracks inside my faith
God
I’m trying not to turn away
If You’re there
Then say my name
I’m right here
But I don’t feel saved
[Verse 2]
Prayed till my throat turned quiet
Words dried up on my tongue
All of the hymns that they taught me
Sound like ghosts when they’re sung
If You can walk on the water
Can You step into my doubt?
Sit in the mess of my bedroom
Hear the thoughts I don’t say out loud?
[Chorus]
Jesus
Are You lonely too?
Hanging on a picture in my room
Staring at the cracks inside my faith
God
I’m trying not to turn away
If You’re there
Then say my name
I’m right here
But I don’t feel saved
[Bridge]
If I fall apart
Will You stay?
If I’m too tired to even pray?
If I’m more question than belief
Will You still bleed for someone like me? (someone like me)
[Chorus]
Jesus
Are You lonely too?
Watching while I shake inside this skin
Wonder if You’d even let me in
God
I’m trying
Breaking as I wait
If You’re real
Then hold my shame
I’m right here
I’m still afraid
[Outro]
Whisper in the silence
If You can
I’ll leave my heart open like Your hands (oh)
If You’re there
Then say my name
I’m right here
I’ll stay