Prompt / Lyrics
I wanna die… I won’t pretend But I don’t cross where it all would end Somethin’ in me keep pullin’ back Even when everything fade to black I wanna die… but I still stay Cursed to remember every day Pain keep talkin’, I can’t outrun But I ain’t done ‘til I’m really done I wanna die… but I don’t fall Echoes of me still in these walls Tried to leave… couldn’t break free Life keep draggin’ me back to me Everyone close to me fall… I just watch Names fade out while I’m losin’ my thoughts Walk with my family, drift through the same Findin’ their faces, forgettin’ their names Everyone close to me gone… I remain Holdin’ the weight of the love and the pain Tryna remember but it slip through my hands I’m still here walkin’… I don’t understand I been walkin’ with ghosts in a line behind me Some I still see, some fade when I blink, quietly Mama said “hold on,” but time don’t rewind me Pictures in my head but the edges get grimy Laughs turn echoes, I can’t replay ‘em right Voices get distant every single night I reach for their names but they fall outta sight Like I’m losin’ my past while I’m holdin’ it tight I ain’t gone yet… even when I feel lost Still takin’ steps no matter the cost Family in my soul even when they fade I carry ‘em forward… even when I break I wanna die… I won’t pretend But I don’t cross where it all would end Somethin’ in me keep pullin’ back Even when everything fade to black I wanna die… but I still stay Cursed to remember every day Pain keep talkin’, I can’t outrun But I ain’t done ‘til I’m really done I wanna die… but I don’t fall Echoes of me still in these walls Tried to leave… couldn’t break free Life keep draggin’ me back to me When I say “I wanna die,” they just call me insane But they ain’t seen the pieces I forgot in the pain Watched the good ones fall, had to stay in my lane Still standin’ right here while it pour like rain Don’t get me wrong… yeah, we still strong Even after losin’ people we was leanin’ on Rest in peace to souls that done moved on I carry y’all with me every time I write a song They don’t see the blanks in my memory fade Names I used to know just drift away Moments feel real but they don’t feel the same Like I’m chasin’ ghosts that won’t show they face Seen the real ones drop, couldn’t fall with ‘em Had to keep breathin’, couldn’t crawl with ‘em Part of me left when I lost my fam But I’m still right here, I can’t quit again They call me crazy ‘cause I speak it out loud silence worse when it sit in a crowd I ain’t weak, I just carry it proud All that pain turn weight in a cloud Rest in peace… yeah, I mean that truth Y’all found peace, I’m still walkin through I wanna die… I won’t pretend But I don’t cross where it all would end Somethin’ in me keep pullin’ back Even when everything fade to black I wanna die… but I still stay Cursed to remember every day Pain keep talkin’, I can’t outrun But I ain’t done ‘til I’m really done I'm just an old dog waitin Never beggin have some dignity
Tags
Heavymetal,Rumba bass,jersey bounce,bass/treble,heavy accordion shantycatchy,Brazilian phonk,bachata,heavyrock,soul,slow
Duration
3:52
Instrumental
No
Created
4/17/2026