In my mind are thoughts,I deemed so dark,
So dark,
I'M DROWNING,ITS ALL TOO
DAMN CAOTIC,
CHAOS
damaging, inner phases type
Words,step in too stages like the simplest broke down pronounciated words
So spell this out
I'm just a simple of characters trying to stay alive
In this place A place that's so
overwhelming, So horrid
That I have to open my eyes
I need to get into my own brain
So I can acknowledge that this
Shit is not real.
It's not real
I tell myself
Wake up
This is not my life
Or my reality
You see eyes may deceive me
They are not mine this is not my reality
These eyes are showing me things. That couldn't be possible
In this fracture of an instant,I'm aware of my duality
The loudness of blaring horns
The echoes of barking dogs.Tires screeching behind me.In that moment a idiot lacks attention as he nearly hits me, barely avoiding a headon collision,
The sounds of Royale flushes going off on vegas slots all around me...,In the distance ahead of me,a woman yelling from the top of her violent voice at her now embarrassed better half
It's chaos
Is this reality
It's so chaotic
Sirens enter the loud symphonic symphony,of the many annoyingly high and low sounds.
At that moment Un announced
I get so frustrated,call irritated, irrelevant more angry
Now no matter what every little thing no matter the severity.
Only adds to the jug of all the anguish and madness that surrounds me.
Like a child,
Like a child
A quarter from my pocket change
Placed in that jar of propensity no .after the ti.e for e ery curse.
Eventually the jug will overflow pain from past damage ...shamed
By inrepaired hurtful events
Caused by trauma sacrifices and all of reality-based contents.
NOW from the jug of anger
I feel the wrath,suffering by consistency and consequences at hand,
At times lives are unfortunate
Bound bodies and souls who see
The null and voids of dangerous
Curiosities...I do my best to not hide though I surrender under lock and key.
I keep all for who to see locked up and away ,so dark clouds and lightning don't perform above me thunder sounds the sky no matter day or night
I can smell the quiet before the storm ,the trembling characters tbesides me, no more anguish left behind I've set it up to now is where to whoms anxiety is beyond me....
Nyra22
