Hurting Heart

They all say I’m lucky and that I’m blessed

Not really understanding the difference

In the past I was too damaged and broken

Found a man to look passed it cause he never loved me

Nowwwww I am turning the good ones bad

I’m breaking hearts giving trust issues to the ones

Who try to fixxxxx meeeee

Because the ones before left me broken down to my core

Met a good guy real good guy broke his heart

Left him wondering what he did wrong when the whole time it was all me

I was too scared and being triggered cause nothing good last forever not with me

So he was added to broken hearted list

Nowwwww I am turning the good ones bad

I’m breaking hearts giving trust issues to the ones

Who try to fixxxxx meeeee

Because the ones before left me broken down to my core

And maybe one dayyyyy I will be able to loveeee

Face all the painnnnn that put my heart through the mudddd

I’ll stop running awayyyy and runs to him one dayyyyyyy

But right now….

I am turning the good ones bad

I’m breaking hearts giving trust issues to the ones

Who try to fixxxxx meeeee

Because the ones before left me broken down to my core