Look i told you i love you
God damn i regret it
I gave you my heart so you can protect it
I gave you a love that you just neglected
You up nd then leave i feel so rejected
Where have you been i miss you so much
Hope you still know I’m thinking of us
Thinking back when like we were so in love
You are wit him (yea) I’m jealous so what
Fuck me all up I’m dead all inside
Double my cubbie i drank all the time
Only because you you still on my mind
Girl I’m still mad, still mad that you lied
i loved you buh who am i kiddin
Used to be sober now drugs in my system
Broke my heart when i found out you with him
Hate that you making these dumbass decisions
You hurt me you know. I thought we were something not to let go. I feel like u hurt me the most out of all the last ones. I guess I’m just apart of the fucked up society. It’s sad when i rather fade away than keep on crying the life out of me. Went thru hard times wit sobriety. These demons can’t evil eye on me. I’ll Just fade away silently. Im done with all the misspoken notes. The burning in my chest is just the way that i cope. I run over the thoughts in my head iss like a loop. Im stuck in a daze faded i be confused. Like who u think i am and who i be iss two different equations. Ive had tough times with fucked up situations. Only way to feel something is to keep on creating. My mind feels so jaded and i cannot ask for help. I already tied the noose to end myself. Its pointless to try stopping me. I guess iss my destiny. A broken home in which i proceed to live in as the past haunts me. Burning all the bridges in my path i do it wrongly. As i struggle wit sobriety. My heart still slowly dying. Just when i think I’ve got a grip iss when it all comes crumbling. I just keep on stumbling stammering to find the answers. But the truth iss i been stuck inside the manor. Iss like the bates the way my demons in my head they be so twisted. I know one day I’ll find a way to make these people listen. I been onna mission. Im not quitting the outcome of my death just feels so tempting and so fitting. Im not done killing, my minds done reached the stars while my body hits the ceiling. No matter how hard i try my soul will neva reach the building. Im talking about the one up in the heavens. Everything in my life doesn’t seem to be a blessing. I cannot move on or I’ll see it as possessing. The yellow brick road fades to black as i perish. The thoughts in my mind suddenly seem to vanish. My life ceases to exist but in the devilish sins. A new life begins. One of no mercy no kindness or friends. But one of hate mistakes and torn relationships. One who cant face the demons so lets dem win the end
YndNeko
