Wall Dust Spark

i used to wake up tired

heavy in my chest

counting all these problems

thats been running through my head

i’ve been staring at the wall

never really knowing anything

at all

but then somewhere

just in between

one breath and the next

i looked around me

then it finally hit me

i’m happy

happy after all this time

i didn’t think this day would ever come

but look at me

i finally feel free

i finally feel fine

laughing like a kid

feeling all this joy

i’m happy

after all this time

the sun came out and it feels like mine

who knew

who knew

i could be happy this time

the windows rolled down

i’m singing off key

dancing in the kitchen

with my family next to me

calling all my friends

they’re asking “where have you been ?”

but nothing really has changed

just a weight that’s finally gone

all the little things

suddenly makes sense

all the little joys

feels like…

happy

after all this time

i didn’t think this day would come

look

i’m finally fine

i’ve been laughing like a kid

happy after all this time

sun came out and it feels like

i’m happy

i’m happy this time

yeah i broke down

yeah i cried

thought i’d never make it this time

but here i am

i’m happy

after all this time

didn’t think i’d see the day

look

finally i’m here

finally i’m fine

im happy

after all this time

every little moment each time

who knew

who knew

who knew this heart could really shine

i’m happy

i’m happy this time