# "Heatwave & Heartache" #voice: WorldPatternz #
**(Verse 1)**
Desert heat, 117 degrees
Sweating bullets in this garage, brought down to my knees
You called me up, said you needed a hand
Simple trade, thought I'd understand
Helped your mom out, then I hit your line
"Ten minutes out," said everything's fine
Then the deflection hit, "you should've called before"
*Click.* Left me standing at your door
**(Pre-Chorus)**
All I needed was "I'm sorry"
But those words won't come from you
**(Chorus)**
Heatwave and heartache, burning through my chest
Fifteen years of this, I should've known the rest
Empty promises echo in the silence
Another broken pattern, more psychological violence
Feel my world cracking, can't escape this bed
Wishing for comfort, drowning in my head
**(Verse 2)**
"Communication's adulting," tried to keep it real
But you just said "Bye," wouldn't acknowledge how I feel
Made me feel crazy for wanting basic respect
After all these years, what did I expect?
Your sarcasm cuts deeper than you'll ever know
Taking pieces of my soul everywhere you go
BPD and your NPD, toxic combination
I'm done being your emotional donation
**(Pre-Chorus)**
All I needed was "I'm sorry"
But you can't say those words to me
**(Chorus)**
Heatwave and heartache, burning through my chest
Fifteen years of this, I should've known the rest
Empty promises echo in the silence
Another broken pattern, more psychological violence
Feel my world cracking, can't escape this bed
Wishing for comfort, drowning in my head
**(Bridge)**
You know me better than you know yourself
But my music, my pain, stays on the shelf
Never really listened, never really cared
All those songs for you, into the void they aired
"Don't sound live," you said without a thought
My voice, my soul, means absolutely naught
**(Final Chorus)**
Heatwave and heartache, but I'm drawing my own line
Can't keep sacrificing, won't keep drinking your wine
These empty promises won't echo anymore
I'm walking away from this psychological war
Yeah, I'm done cracking, rising from this bed
Finding my own comfort, clearing out my head
**(Outro)**
Maybe one day, this pain won't weigh me down
And healthier music will be my crown
I'm drawing the line, can't keep bending back
Gotta save myself, get my own life on track
In this desert heat, I'll find my way
Won't be your supply, not another day
WORLDPATTERNZ
