I wrote this song cus I’m in pain and it’s steady going
Lord knows that I can’t share a tear they gone keep flowin
Nobody really knows how I feel. I can’t believe I’m still alive but GOD I’m right here.
Why do I always question God when I try to pray?
I think about him I end up crying. I’m a mess dang.
My mama told me it get better nah nah nah nah
I’ll be lying if I said I wanna run away away
It’s so much pain in me. Don’t wanna seem like I’m giving up.
It ain’t the same no more
God take all this anger
I’m surrounded by people, but it ain’t the same no more to hell with this anger
I feel like I’m dying though, and no one can save me
Papa, why did you leave if you was here? How would it be? Ohhh ohh ooooooo unprotected by my God‘s angels yeah yeah.
Ohh ohhh oooooooo I’m protected by my cruel nature
Tell me Oaks why did you die by yourself the S word shop didn’t really know how i felt.
You was probably trying to yell for help.