Cracks In My Chest

Yeah

Thought you were forever

Guess forever had an exit

Listen

You left your hair tie in my car

Like a landmine

Every time I see it

I rewind time

Arguing in your driveway

You crying, me sideways

Saying we’ll be fine

Lying in the same phrase

Screen lit up

You were typing, then you backspaced

Now I’m stuck

Reading silence like it’s all hate

I gave you birthdays

Inside jokes, dumb names

You gave me one word

“Okay”

Then you changed

Got these cracks in my chest

Where your name used to rest

You said “I need a break”

Guess you meant “I need an exit”

I was all in, you were halfway gone

Smiling in my face with the mask on

Now I sleep on the side where you slept

Just to feel what’s left

Friends say

“Bro, you dodged one, you’ll be good”

But they never kissed you

In my childhood hood

Never drove aimless

Till the gas light glowed

Talking about kids

Like we already old

You left your code on my door

Now it’s changed

Guess that’s how easy

You replaced my name

You post new pics

I don’t like, I don’t scroll

But I see that new hand

On the waist I still know

Got these cracks in my chest

Where your name used to rest

You said “I need a break”

Guess you meant “I need an exit”

I was all in, you were halfway gone

Smiling in my face with the mask on

Now I sleep on the side where you slept

Just to feel what’s left

I ain’t begging you back

Just begging for sense

How we go from “it’s us”

To “it was” in a text

I replay every word

Like a trial in my head

You already moved on

I’m still talking to your ghost in my bed (yeah)

Got these cracks in my chest

Where your name used to rest

You said “I need a break”

Guess you meant “I need an exit”

I was all in, you were halfway gone

Smiling in my face with the mask on

Now I sleep on the side where you slept

Just to feel what’s left