When I was born my mom left me in the hospital
When you're smoking dope you're thinking isnt logical
Taught myself survival because them streets weren't optional
Trauma was topical, but healings never optional
I'm Tired of being broke, lifes a cruel joke
Climbing up a slippery slope
Trying not to lose hope
Grinding just to stay afloat
Searching for a better scope
Tangled in the systems yoke
i was the bad kid in class
Trading in my books for some laughs
If ya talk back than might beat yo ass
You don't know what I been through you can't judge my past
You're fucking with a lunatic
I keep my Glock loaded with a ruler clip
I ain't letting go I got a shooters grip
some titties on the stick like a nudist trip
trauma from the cruelest shit
I grew up in a trailer park
My grandma was to frail and Stark
She ending up passing from a failing heart
Now I'm on this boat all alone sailing far
I'm coming out the water like a whale or shark
success is my only option failures not