Trauma

When I was born my mom left me in the hospital 

When you're smoking dope you're thinking isnt logical 

Taught myself survival because them streets weren't optional 

Trauma was topical, but healings never optional 

I'm Tired of being broke, lifes a cruel joke 

Climbing up a slippery slope 

Trying not to lose hope

Grinding just to stay afloat 

Searching for a better scope

Tangled in the systems yoke 

i was the  bad kid in class 

Trading in my books for some laughs 

If ya talk back than might beat yo ass

You don't know what I been through you can't judge my past

You're fucking with a lunatic

I keep my Glock loaded with a ruler clip

I ain't letting go I got a shooters grip 

 some titties on the stick like a nudist trip 

trauma from the cruelest shit 

I grew up in a trailer park 

My grandma was to frail and Stark 

She ending up passing from a failing heart 

Now I'm on this boat all alone sailing far 

I'm coming out the water like a whale or shark

 success is my only option failures not