Where’s hope

I wanted to find hope

Cause I can’t change who I’ve become

Way deep in confusion

To lost for your comfort

Where’s hope (where’s hope)

When you need it.

I need you

Need you

Where’s hope when you’re lost

I don’t know

Do I look for you

Or do I stay confused

Got way to comfortable with feeling

Lost (lost)

Even though I can’t take it

Lost (lost)

Looking for hope

In the dark I created

Where are you now, when my heart started fading

Lost

I’m lost with out

Hope

This ain’t the way I imagined it’d be

I wanted love, yea I wanted peace

I seen these changes

I watched you leave

Now I’m Lost (lost)

I couldn’t take it

Fell for this place

Now my hope it feels vacant

They told me time is the only thing that could fix me

Day after day was the same

Everyday was temptations

Dimming my soul now I’m here

So complacent

Where is the light that I knew?

Where’s hope when you’re lost

I don’t know

Do I look for you

Or do I stay confused

Got way to comfortable with feeling

Lost (lost)

Even though I can’t take it

Lost (lost)

Looking for hope

In the dark I created

Where are you now, when my heart started fading

Lost

I’m lost with out

Hope

Where is the light that I knew? It used to flicker in the corners of my chest, Now it’s just smoke and the smell of what I left. I trace the walls with my fingers, Count the cracks like they might spell your name, But every shadow just laughs and says the same thing, “You made this bed, now lie in the blame.”

I sit with the silence till it starts to talk back, Whispering truths I don’t want to unpack. That maybe I’m not ready to be found, Maybe the dark’s got a hold of me voice so loud. Solid. Familiar. A place I can stand Without the risk of reaching for a hand That might not reach for mine.

Where’s hope when you’re lost I don’t know Do I look for you Or do I stay confused Got way too comfortable with feeling Lost (lost) Even though I can’t take it Lost (lost) Looking for hope In the dark I created Where are you now, when my heart started fading Lost I’m lost without Hope

I been sittin’ here in the low glow of the screen, Scrolling through faces that don’t know what I mean. The clock says 2:47, same as yesterday, And I’m still talkin’ to a version of me that walked away. I wanted to be better, wanted to be whole, But I keep pullin’ at the threads that used to hold. Your voice in my head, soft like it used to be, Sayin’ “baby, come find me” when I’m too scared to see.

The city outside is hummin’ but I’m muted inside, Wrapped in this blanket of “what if I tried?” My chest gets tight when the quiet gets loud, And I wonder if hope’s just a word for the proud. I ain’t proud no more, I’m just tired and true, Still reachin’ for somethin’ that feels like you. Where’s hope… when the dark feels like home… I’m still here… still whisperin’ your name… Maybe tomorrow… I’ll open the blinds… Or maybe I’ll stay… just one more night… I need you… I need you… Hope… don’t leave me too…