Cold world, cold heart, feeling torn apart
Surrounded by faces, but still in the dark
Good people by my side, yeah, I know they care
But this emptiness inside, man, it's hard to bear
Forever alone in a world so cold
Thoughts in my head got me feeling old
People say they're there, but I can't feel their hold
Sometimes I wonder if I'm better off gone, untold
Trying to smile, but the pain runs deep
Nightmares haunting every time I sleep
They say it gets better, but when will that be?
Trapped in this cycle, just wanna break free
But wait, hold up, gotta fight this feeling
Maybe tomorrow the clouds start clearing
Life's a struggle, but I'm still breathing
Gotta find strength, keep on believing
Cold world, yeah, but I'm still here
Gonna face my fears, make my path clear
Forever alone? Nah, that ain't my story
Gonna rise up and find my glory
I came up from the bottom, yeah, they know my name,
Heart cold, but the fire in me still remains.
City full of pain, but I’m dodgin' the rain,
Mama told me, "Stay solid," so I stay in my lane.
They don’t see the struggle, they just see the chain,
They don’t feel the hustle, they just want the fame.
Big stepper, I’ve been walkin’ through the mud for real,
They throw shade, but I’m focused on a couple mil’.
Yeah, I’m ridin’ through the night with the top down low,
Heart full of scars, but I still won’t fold.
Took a couple losses, but I still won’t show,
Toxic relationships, I’m just lettin’ it go.
Tell me what you know about nights in the dark,
When your only light comin’ from a broken heart.
Tryna find peace, but it tear me apart,
I’ve been fightin' all these demons, gotta finish what I start.
Say I’m too wild, but they don’t know the pain I feel,
Talk tough, but they don’t really know what’s real.
Young and reckless, but my soul ain’t sealed,
Prayin’ that the Lord show me how to heal.
Yeah, I’m ridin’ through the night with the top down low,
Heart full of scars, but I still won’t fold.
Took a couple losses, but I still won’t show,
Youngboy vibe, I’m just lettin’ it go.
Pour my soul in the mic, let it all just bleed,
They don’t know the nights when I ain’t have what I need.
NBA mindset, I'm plantin' my seed,
From the bottom to the top, yeah, I’m destined to lead.
