Verse 1
Four years deep, yeah we built that trust,
Late night talks, said forever was us.
From broke days dreaming, now we almost there,
Had your name in my prayers, had your flaws in my care.
Seasons changed but I stayed the same,
Held your hand through the sunshine, through the rain.
Every fight, every scar, I still chose you,
Never thought the ending would be so brutal.
Pre-Chorus
We were planning gifts, matching hoodies and lights,
Now I’m wrapping up memories alone at night.
Snow outside but my heart still burns,
Love don’t vanish, it just waits its turn.
Chorus
Four years of love, gone just like that,
Right before Christmas, how you do me like that?
Now the tree’s still standing but my heart feels bare,
Silent nights, just your ghost in the air.
Four years of us, now I’m breaking apart,
You left with the season, but you stayed in my heart.
Verse 2
We survived storms that should’ve made us fold,
Now you left when the weather got cold.
Funny how “forever” turned seasonal,
Guess my love was real, yours conditional.
I replay your laugh in my empty room,
Every ornament feels like it’s mocking the truth.
I still know your order, your favorite song,
Tell me how I’m supposed to move on?
Pre-Chorus
Stockings hung but my chest feels tight,
You were my wish every Christmas night.
Now it’s just me, moonlight, and pain,
Trying to heal while I say your name.
Chorus
Four years of love, gone just like that,
Right before Christmas, how you do me like that?
Now the tree’s still standing but my heart feels bare,
Silent nights, just your ghost in the air.
Four years of us, now I’m breaking apart,
You left with the season, but you stayed in my heart.
Bridge
Maybe one day I’ll thank you for the lesson,
For showing me love ain’t always a blessing.
But right now I’m hurting, I won’t pretend,
Some goodbyes don’t come with an end.
Outro
Four years taught me how deep I could feel,
Even shattered hearts prove the love was real.
So if you hear this when December ends,
Just know I loved you — no matter how it ends.
