Drowning in Regrets

They said my thirties would be so bright

But I've been swimming in shadows, lost in the night

Promises of magic, glowing like fireflies

Now I see through the cracks, truth hiding in lies

Time slipped through my fingers, like grains of sand

Chasing illusions, trying to understand

Every dream that I chased, every path I didn't take

Echoes of what could be, in my heart they resonate

Drowning in regrets, in this ocean of remorse

Searching for a spark, a second chance of course

They said life would be magic, but all I feel’s the rain

Waves of disappointment, slipping through my veins

Golden years are slipping, like leaves in the wind

Looking for the sun, but it won't come in

Caught in the storm of what might have been

Longing for a peace, a place within

Every promise broken, every hope faded away

Haunting melodies of yesterdays

Drowning in regrets, in this ocean of remorse

Searching for a spark, a second chance of course

They said life would be magic, but all I feel’s the rain

Waves of disappointment, slipping through my veins

Can I turn the tide, rewrite my story?

Find the light beyond the shadows, beyond the glory?

In the depths of my sorrow, maybe there's a spark

A whisper of hope, igniting in the dark

Maybe someday I’ll see the magic in the rain

Embrace the scars, let go of the pain

Keep swimming, keep fighting, till I find my way

Turning regrets into stars that sway