Why God?

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Does it matter if it all fall?

Does it matter if it causes pain?

Does it matter if it make me suffer?

Because i cant never be fix

And im always all alone(ALONE)

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Doesn't matter what i did, all it cause is always destruction, relationship, bond, friendship, its always get destroyed and i cannot fix what already been done, cant be forgiven, and always be remembered, like history that been written, i hate my fate because it always try to break me and falling over and over (over and over) again on repeat and i still try to stand strong in this life i been given...

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Why is it always like this...

Why is it became like this...

I cant fix...

I can't move foward...

Always falling over and over again...

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God...

If i had a sin...

Please forgive me for what i have done...

I never meant to do it...

But if this your punishment...

YOU AN UNFAIR BEING

Why why, why u always punish me

Why why, why u have gotta destroy me

Why why, why u give me this fate

Why why, why u always have to test my patience

All i did was just being a human, act like human and im not a perfect being for u to test on

I cant never meet ur expatiation nor can i be ur actress for ur show

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God...

If i have a sins...

Just please forgive me

Because...

Im on my last thread...

Living...

On the edge of my life...

And my patience already getting thin...

(God, please forgive me)

(God, i cant stand it anymore)

(God, please lift ur punishment)

Because...

I want to live a happy life too...