Uncertain hope

Covering up my face
Pretending it’s okay
Hiding in the dark
Covering my scars

Begging you to stay
Yet I’m the one who’s walking away
Drowning in a sea
Of my uncertainty

I’m full of negativity
Can’t get rid of my anxiety
But the only thing that’s killing me
Is the demon that lays inside of me

There’s no angel here
There’s no queen to the throne
The flower that blossoms
Has died in its claws

Yet a light shines through
A light that never dims
It’s guarded and safe
From all the negativity

I’m full of negativity
Can’t get rid of my anxiety
But the only thing that’s killing me
Is the demon that lays inside of me

Trapped in hell
Chained to the ground
My wings were plucked
My crown was taken away from me

Standing strong
I’m stubborn and proud
My determination
Keeps me from sinking down

Yet my love for you
Has raged a heavy storm
A storm for passion
A storm for my determination

Oooooooooooooo
Oooooooooooooo

A storm rages inside
It gives me everlasting hope
They thought I wouldn’t survive
I’ve always proved them wrong

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