Jane doe

I’m relapsing

Back to who I used to be

I am feeling sick to my stomach

Am I really that broken

My lord oh lord

Why am I my greatest enemy

This battle can’t be ment for me

I’m not your strongest warrior

I feel like I’m Jane Doe

Cause I can’t recognize myself

Laying there being unresponsive

I can’t I can’t I can’t

My spirit is bound to this world

Forced to watch

Not to be seen

Screaming out to you

Without being heard

My family is my greatest enemy

But they wanted what’s best for me

My friends they betrayed me

But they had good intentions

I meant nothing to them

So I became nothing

I went to therapy for the help

I couldn’t even get the help

I feel like I’m Jane Doe

Cause I can’t recognize myself

Laying there being unresponsive

I can’t I can’t I can’t

I feel so abandoned

I feel so forgotten

I keep on crying

But who can hear my screams

I was young

I thought I was happy

I even had everything

But it wasn’t enough

I wasn’t enough

I feel like I’m Jane Doe

Cause I can’t recognize myself

Laying there being unresponsive

I can’t I can’t I can’t

I just can’t do it anymore

I can’t accept it

I can’t live with the guilt

I’m wasting away

I’m not asking for pity

Not even your sympathy

I just wanted love

The love I never experienced

I feel like I’m Jane Doe

Cause I can’t recognize myself

Laying there being unresponsive

I just couldn’t do it anymore