I’m relapsing
Back to who I used to be
I am feeling sick to my stomach
Am I really that broken
My lord oh lord
Why am I my greatest enemy
This battle can’t be ment for me
I’m not your strongest warrior
I feel like I’m Jane Doe
Cause I can’t recognize myself
Laying there being unresponsive
I can’t I can’t I can’t
My spirit is bound to this world
Forced to watch
Not to be seen
Screaming out to you
Without being heard
My family is my greatest enemy
But they wanted what’s best for me
My friends they betrayed me
But they had good intentions
I meant nothing to them
So I became nothing
I went to therapy for the help
I couldn’t even get the help
I feel like I’m Jane Doe
Cause I can’t recognize myself
Laying there being unresponsive
I can’t I can’t I can’t
I feel so abandoned
I feel so forgotten
I keep on crying
But who can hear my screams
I was young
I thought I was happy
I even had everything
But it wasn’t enough
I wasn’t enough
I feel like I’m Jane Doe
Cause I can’t recognize myself
Laying there being unresponsive
I can’t I can’t I can’t
I just can’t do it anymore
I can’t accept it
I can’t live with the guilt
I’m wasting away
I’m not asking for pity
Not even your sympathy
I just wanted love
The love I never experienced
I feel like I’m Jane Doe
Cause I can’t recognize myself
Laying there being unresponsive
I just couldn’t do it anymore