[Intro]
Backseat full of strangers
Front seat full of smoke
Dashboard full of ashes
Heart full of jokes I don’t laugh at
[Verse 1]
Stars in the ceiling
Still I’m staring at the floor
Silk on the seats
But I’m sleeping on the door
Wallet too fat
Can’t fold all this pain
Got a pocket full of pills
For a pocket full of shame
Speed dial dealer
Mom on decline
GPS set
To the edge of my mind
Whole crew here
But they ghosts to me
Hearing everybody talk
And it floats through me
[Chorus]
Suicide doors, but I’m scared to leave
Riding through the city with this ache in me
Money on my lap, but it won’t set me free
All these drugs in my blood, still I can’t find peace
Suicide doors, they just open slow
Lonely in a car that was built to show
I got everything I wanted, now I don’t even know
If I wanna make it home
[Verse 2]
Cup so dirty
Can’t see straight lines
Two more tabs
I’ll erase my mind
Phone on read
They been calling all day
I been staring at the logo
Till it fades away
Leather smell sweet
But my hands feel rough
All these fake hugs
And it’s never enough
I could buy the whole bar
Still my chest feels tight
I’m the king of the bill
And the clown of the night (yeah)
[Chorus]
Suicide doors, but I’m scared to leave
Riding through the city with this ache in me
Money on my lap, but it won’t set me free
All these drugs in my blood, still I can’t find peace
Suicide doors, they just open slow
Lonely in a car that was built to show
I got everything I wanted, now I don’t even know
If I wanna make it home
[Bridge]
Tell me what the point of all this shine is
When the rearview just reflects what my mind is
Out of gas, but the tank still say “full”
Empty eyes in a house on a hill, that’s cruel
Got a safe in the wall
Full of every kind of green
But I’d trade it for a night
Where my chest don’t scream
Got a line on the plate
Got a line in the will
If I crash right now
Who gon’ pay that bill? (who?)
[Chorus]
Suicide doors, but I’m scared to leave
Riding through the city with this ache in me
Money on my lap, but it won’t set me free
All these drugs in my blood, still I can’t find peace
Suicide doors, they just open slow
Lonely in a car that was built to show
I got everything I wanted, now I don’t even know
If I wanna make it home
[Outro]
Backseat empty
But the voices talk
Car in park
But my thoughts still walk
Engine off
Yet the silence roars
Heaven on the dash
Hell in these doors