Trust When It Doesn’t Make Sense

Intro – minimal beat, heartbeat kick)
Yeah…
I’ve been here before…
Where the numbers don’t add up…
But the calling still loud…
Watch this…
(Verse 1 – steady, reflective flow)
I’m staring at the facts and they telling me “no,”
Every door look closed, every answer move slow.
Got the weight of the world on the edge of my chest,
And the path ain’t clear but I still feel pressed.
Logic say “wait,” fear say “retreat,”
But something in my spirit won’t let me take a seat.
I done seen too much just to turn back now,
He done brought me through — I remember how.
Yeah, I walked through storms I ain’t built to survive,
But grace showed up and kept me alive.
So when it don’t add up, I don’t panic, I lean,
Into something unseen but I know it’s real, I’ve seen.
(Hook – emotional, repeatable)
I choose to trust You — even when it don’t make sense,
When the road get dark and the light get thin.
I ain’t got the map but I know who leads,
So I step in faith — yeah, I still believe.
I choose to trust You — when the math don’t work,
When it all fall down and it all still hurts.
I don’t need control, I just need Your hand,
So I walk it out even when I don’t understand.
(Verse 2 – more intensity, conviction)
I done tried control, it just broke in my hands,
Every plan I wrote couldn’t match Your plans.
Had to let it go, had to loosen my grip,
Real strength showed up when I learned to submit.
Yeah, that’s hard truth, ain’t easy to say,
When you built to lead, not just drift and pray.
But I found power in the surrendering place,
Where I stop chasing answers and I rest in grace.
They don’t see the nights when I wrestle inside,
When the doubt get loud and the tears don’t hide.
But I get back up with a fire renewed,
‘Cause every time I fall — I get carried through.
So if it don’t make sense, that’s where faith begin,
Not in what I see — but the truth within.
I don’t need the why if I know the Who,
And He ain’t never failed — so I’m riding through.
(Bridge – stripped down, almost spoken)
Yeah…
It don’t always look right…
It don’t always feel right…
But I didn’t come this far…
To only trust when it’s easy…
(Hook – bigger, layered)
I choose to trust You — even when it don’t make sense,
When the pressure high and I’m stretched real thin.
I ain’t got the answers but I got that peace,
So I keep moving forward, I don’t retreat.
I choose to trust You — when I can’t see straight,
When I’m standing right here at the edge of faith.
I don’t need control, I just need Your plan,
So I walk it out — yeah, here I stand.
(Outro – confident, resolved)
Yeah…
Not because it’s easy…
Not because I see it…
But because I know You…
And that’s enough.

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