[INTRO – HAPPY VIOLIN MELODY]
[Violin only, light, warm, hopeful]
mm…
yeah…
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[VERSE 1]
I used to wake up feelin’ whole again
Sun in the window like we’d be okay
Laughin’ at nothin’, callin’ it love
Didn’t know peace was borrowed, not meant to stay, mm
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[PRE-CHORUS]
Now every room got echoes in it
Your name sittin’ where my heart should fit
I smile and it hurts my face
Like happiness don’t stay in place
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[CHORUS]
I’m missin’ you in ways I can’t explain
Like half my soul just walked away
I reach for you in empty air
Then remember… you’re not there
not there…
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[VIOLIN SOLO 1 – SAD / CRYING]
[Long sustained notes, heavy vibrato, uneven bow pressure]
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[VERSE 2 – DRILL FADES IN]
I don’t sleep, I just stare at walls
Every thought just free-falls
I hate how quiet gets so loud
When it’s just me and you’re not around
I catch myself thinkin’ reckless things
Then shake my head like nah, not me
I don’t wanna disappear tonight
I just wanna feel okay again
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[CHORUS – SAD TURNING ANGRY]
Why you leave a hole this size?
Why love feel like a loaded knife?
I’m cryin’ then I’m mad again
I hate that I still need you, yeah
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[VIOLIN SOLO 2 – ANGRY / CHAOTIC]
[Fast runs, sharp accents, emotional scraping]
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[BRIDGE – HALF SUNG / DRILL]
I’m good, I’m fine, I lie a lot
I say your name inside my thoughts
I break my phone, then check it twice
Like pain might text me back tonight
yeah…
stupid, right…
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[BREAK – EMPTY VIOLIN]
[Single repeating note, space, silence between phrases]
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[FINAL CHORUS – ACCEPTANCE]
I know this ache won’t always stay
Even if it feels like it today
You were my everything once
Now you’re a memory that still hurts… but fades
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[OUTRO – VIOLIN SOLO 3 – RESIGNED]
[Melody dissolves slowly into silence]
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