Im always cynical now even more.. found out all that I learned I throw it out the door. no wonder I took drugs before ..someone need to even up the score ..The same things come around .Reframing w new fluff same rotton Core. Started doubting they had much more..Amazing how I much I forget ..I distract. by what I thought I lacked. NOW ITS PRETTY EZ once it hit I can't unsee the the hypocresy..i never thought I knew..withheld all judgement til I got through ..but I've lived a pretty scattered life between what distracted and what wasn't Right. Now out of sight ..I see it and I might be too intense but I dont CARE TO WHOM IT MAKES SENSE.im not wasting my REALITY on what others try to convince me.. You can have that flat predictable jargon let me BE. Im sickend but the lame ass principalities..Who cares this system does NOTHING for we ..not you not me..Farce fraud systematic waste of chi ..that why Chaos is for Glee. I I believe in order YET IN SCHOOL NEVER TAUGHT ANYTHING I COULD TEST AND SEE ..ALL PRINICAPLITIE LOVE IT OBEY IT WORSHIP MONEY.. money is worthless its and answer to hole in soul from very belief that Im inept to be me. I have all I need I WILL see a purpose to die if im not free..Im aware this country is NEVER FREE. OXYMORON AND rederick with semantics I cant pay my fee. I WOULD RATHER BLEED THE PRINICIPALTIES TILL THEY DRY INTO A CORPSE OR FLEE..NOT NEEDED NOT NESSESARY FOR YOU OR ME..