I want to take this time to apologize for the lies and tears cried and the fears realized and materialized in our time together
We stood close in all kinds of weather tried to do better
Pushed in pressed in investment after investment we was invested
Im SURE AT TIMES YOU SCREAMED AND CRIED Whyyyyyy…This can’t be the best that this gets look at the wreckage I’m left with I’m restless ready to hit the exit
Than I realized that promises were never ment to be broken….but tested
BY THE LITTLE white lies THAT JUMP OUT AND Surprise at not the most convenient times and pressure applies to the foundation
We both remain patient
Both blind to the battle we’re faced with
And because I have the audacity to be in love with the idea of being in love I’m looked down on as weak
Cause I’m a woman weirdo geek I don’t fit the mold I’m supposed to be street
Jays on my feet onsight with the beef I’m just trying to be strong in belief what’s wrong with being me?
What’s wrong with being me is I have never been me and trying to get you to fall in love with a me that I HAVEN’T EVEN DISCOVERED IN ME
See that’s the trouble with me I lost the lover in me the capacity to love and care for something or someone other than me
for those who stayed long and suffered with me now they ain’t fucking with me
But you can trust and believe that God is dealing with me see I should be actually treating myself to the peace I was created to see
I can remember how We stood close in all kinds of weather tried to do better
Pushed in pressed in investment after investment we was invested
Im SURE AT TIMES YOU SCREAMED AND CRIED Whyyyyyy…This can’t be the best that this gets look at the wreckage I’m left with I’m breathless ready to hit the exit
Than I realized that promises were never ment to be broken….but tested by trials
And THE LITTLE white lies THAT JUMP OUT AND Surprise at not the most convenient times and pressure applies to the foundation
We both remain patient
Both blind to the battle we’re faced with
What’s wrong with being me?
I gotta find myself in the silence that seems so loud I’m taking a stand for me I’m treating myself be free in the peace I was created to see please god allow me to be a reflection of you as I go through these hard times I LOVE HARD
THATS WHY I have the audacity to be in love with the idea of being in love and looked down on as weak
Cause I’m a woman weirdo geek I don’t fit the mold I’m supposed to be street
Jays on my feet onsight with the beef I’m just trying to be strong in belief what’s wrong with being me?
See What’s wrong with being me is I have never been me and trying to get you to fall in love with a me that I HAVEN’T EVEN DISCOVERED IN ME
See that’s the trouble with me I lost the lover in me the capacity to love and care for something or someone other than me
for those who stayed long and suffered with me now they ain’t fucking with me
But you can trust and believe that God is dealing with me see WHATS WRONG ? Ohhhh ummmm
kecia
