(Verse 1)
(Almost spoken-sung, breath close to the mic)
Black velvet on my skin
Heartbeats echo like sin
I’ve been holding my breath for too long
Praying silence would keep me strong
Every scar tells me who I am
Every tear turns to holy land
I don’t need saving anymore
I’m knocking down my own damn door
(Pre-chorus)
(Lift into mixed voice- A3-C4)
(Build - filtered vocal, tension rises)
Hands in the fire, I don’t pull away
Pain tastes sweeter when you say my name
If this is wrong, let it take me whole
I’m not afraid to lose control
(Chorus)
(Belt - Bb3-C5)
(Drop hits - heavy kick, pulsing bass, vocal chants underneath)
This is my ritual
I break to feel invincible
On my knees but unashamed
I rise every time I bleed your name
This is my ritual
Love me dark, love me spiritual
In the smoke, in the sound, in the fall
I find God when I lose it all
(Post chorus/hook)
(Breathy chant - A3)
Ah-
I fall, I rise
Ah-
I’m baptised in the night
(Verse 2)
(Return to low register - G3)
(Minimal melody, hypnotic)
Mirror talks but I don’t look in
Truth cute deep, I let it sink in
You tried to cage me in your doubt
But I was born to burn out
I dance with ghosts I used to be
They don’t haunt me, they set me free
Every wounds a doorway now
Watch me walk through, watch me bow
(Pre-chorus 2)
(Melodic variation- B3-C4)
If I shake, it’s the earth below
If I break, I let the light show
Touch the dark, let it mark my skin
I was never built to fit it
(Chorus)
(Same range, heavier production)
This is my ri-tu-al
I break to feel invincible
On my knees but unashamed
I rise every time I bleed your name
This is my ri-tu-al
Love me dark, love me spiritual
In the smoke, in the sound, in the fall
I find God when I lose it all
(Bridge)
(Stripped, floating head mix- A3-B4)
(Emotion center, no belt, beat rapidly builds)
Take my fear
Take my crown
Strip me bare
Lay me down
If I’m empty
I can hear
Every truth
I used to fear
Say my name
Say it slow
Let it hurt
Let me go
(Final chorus)
(Lifted but NOT higher - controlled intensity)
(More power not more pitch)
This is my ri-tu-al
I’m alive, I’m unbreakable
From the ashes of who I was
I become what they never touched
This is my ri-tu-al
Body shaking, beautiful
In the dark, I learn to see
I don’t need you-
I believe
(Outro)
(Fade to breath- G3)
Ah- I fall, I rise
Ah- holy in the night