[Intro — почти без музыки, голос чистый, будто дневник]
I wrote this last one in silence.
No beat.
No eyes.
No one to interrupt.
If you hear it —
it means I’ve already gone.
---
[Verse 1 — тихо, будто сон]
I left pieces of me
in notebooks,
in kisses,
in people who swore they’d stay.
I watched them
take me apart
and say,
“You’re too much,
too deep,
too loud,
too strange.”
So I folded myself
into silence.
Became
manageable.
---
[Bridge – echo, soft layered voice, fading in and out]
I wasn't born for cages.
But I tried.
I really did.
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[Verse 2 – голос крепче, но больной]
I burned with words
I never said.
I loved like a war —
no survivors,
just scars with names.
They’ll say:
“She was complicated.”
But no one asked
why.
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[Insert — голос, будто автоответчик, холодно]
“This user is no longer available.”
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[Chorus – мелодичный, с разрывом, как стон сквозь слёзы]
If this is all
they’ll remember of me —
let it be the fire,
not the ash.
Let it be the scream
I swallowed every night.
Let it be the girl
who didn’t fit —
and finally
stopped trying.
---
[Break — звуковая пауза, тишина с дыханием]
(…inhale)
(…exhale)
No beat.
Just breath.
Just me.
---
[Verse 3 – крик и шёпот одновременно]
They told me to "heal."
I did.
Then they asked for more.
To smile softer.
To bleed prettier.
To be quiet —
and kind.
I was kind.
So kind,
I disappeared
inside their comfort.
---
[Final Chorus – как молитва, громко и шепотом, в две волны]
If this is all —
then let it echo.
Let it haunt the ones
who silenced me.
I am not gone.
I am just
free.
---
[Outro — последнее слово, почти не слышно]
If you hear this…
don’t look for me.
Look for you.
I’m already home.
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— Fade to silence —
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