Oxytocin junkie 4

I count the hours

I count the days

I count the nights

I feel incomplete

I feel hollow, stripped of meaning

I keep spinning in circles

A junkie

Hooked on oxytocin

I could bite you ‘til I bleed

I’m starving so damn bad for you

In every single dream I have

Your silhouette starts taking shape

And I just let it slip away

It slides right through my fingers

Your presence messes me up, tears me down

You drag my demons to the surface

I crash to the floor

My heart’s on fire, racing outta control

I shut my eyes

I overdose

Outta sight

Outta mind

A weight crushing my chest

Breath knocked out of me

I feel so damn alone

Even surrounded by what I need

This fucking craving

I’m just the shadow of myself

Learning how to live without you

Breathe in, breathe out, keep moving

You’re my drug

In your arms, I get high

Like a junkie on ecstasy