[Verse 1]
I sold my name by the hour
Under a busted motel sign
Blue marks on my arms like rivers
I keep crossing every line
The room smells like rain and bleach
My shoes by the door, all worn
I stare at the crack in the mirror
Like it knows what I was born
[Pre-Chorus]
And I can't tell
If I'm sleepin' or sunk
My hands shake hard
When the night goes blunt
I keep hearin' my own voice
Sayin' "don't, don't run"
[Chorus]
I don't wanna go on
I don't wanna go on
Hold me down
When I come undone
I don't wanna go on
I don't wanna go on
Say my name
Till the dark lets go
[Verse 2]
The needle's a mean little prayer
That I keep sayin' wrong
It takes and it takes and it takes
Till the morning's almost gone
I laugh at men with empty hands
Then I turn and ask for more
Like a ghost with red heels on
Knockin' softly at the door
[Pre-Chorus]
And I can't tell
If I'm broke or numb
My heart swings low
Like a loaded drum
I keep hearin' my own voice
Sayin' "stay, stay, stay"
[Chorus]
I don't wanna go on
I don't wanna go on
Hold me down
When I come undone
I don't wanna go on
I don't wanna go on
Say my name
Till the dark lets go
[Bridge]
If there is a spark in me
It's buried under the cold
A hand on my shoulder
Could pull me back whole
Just one clean morning
Just one open road
Just one small reason
To lay down this load
[Final Chorus]
I don't wanna go on
I don't wanna go on
Hold me down
When I come undone
I don't wanna go on
I don't wanna go on
Say my name
Till the dark lets go
I don't wanna go on
I don't wanna go on
Hold me down
When I come undone