BPA

Yeah

Cold nights, warm thoughts

Still haunted by your face

I was posted on the block with a heavy heart

Tryna dodge the pain like I dodge the narcs

Every time I see your name, it’s a spark

But I’m deep in the game, can’t fall apart

My bros in the trap, they don’t speak of love

But I’m thinking of you when I load this snub

Ain’t no peace in the streets, just push and shove

Still I dream of your touch, like a velvet glove

My BPA goes up astray

When I see your face I wanna embrace

But I’m locked in a war, can’t show no grace

Still I pray for a time we can leave this place

I got trauma in my veins, it’s a bitter taste

But your smile cuts through like a razor blade

I was raised in the dark, now I crave your rays

But the roads don’t forgive, they don’t let you change

I’m a product of pain, still I chase your light

In a world full of wrongs, you the only right

If I make it out clean, I’ll rewrite my life

But for now, it’s the drill and the sleepless nights

My BPA goes up astray

When I see your face I wanna embrace

But I’m locked in a war, can’t show no grace

Still I pray for a time we can leave this place

If I fall, just know you were my peace

In a world where love feels like a lease

I’ll keep your name in every beat

Till the day I’m free, or I’m six feet deep