[Verse 1]
I woke up in the shade
With your weight on my chest
Same old dark blue room
Same unfinished mess
I kept the curtains closed
Like they knew my name
And I smiled for the world
Then I broke at home again
[Pre-Chorus]
But I’m still here
Still breathing through the static
I’m still here
Even when it turns to panic
Tell me it can change
Tell me I can make it
[Chorus]
I’m heavy in the rain
But I’m not gone, not gone
I’m heavy in the rain
And I sing it out loud
If I fall down again
You can pull me back now
I’m heavy in the rain
But I’m not gone
[Verse 2]
I’ve been counting scars
Like they’re coins in my hand
Every little lie
Says I’ll never stand
But your voice hits hard
In the back of my mind
Like a spark in wet wood
Like a reason to fight
[Pre-Chorus]
But I’m still here
Still burning past the damage
I’m still here
Learning how to carry
Tell me it can change
Tell me I can make it
[Chorus]
I’m heavy in the rain
But I’m not gone, not gone
I’m heavy in the rain
And I sing it out loud
If I fall down again
You can pull me back now
I’m heavy in the rain
But I’m not gone
[Bridge]
If I can’t see morning
I’ll borrow your light
If I can’t find my name
Say it one more time
I know the dark gets loud
I know it lies
But I’m still reaching
I’m still trying
[Final Chorus]
I’m heavy in the rain
But I’m not gone, not gone
I’m heavy in the rain
And I sing it out loud
If I fall down again
You can pull me back now
I’m heavy in the rain
But I’m not gone