Nothing but a dark abyss in my heart

it's been seven long month's since you were taken away from me. from being there when you first opened your eye's, and through all the laughters and the cries. my world was turned upside down.

i tried to stay strong, but i kept falling down. turning to drug's and alcohol to take the pain away. realising i finally lost myself along with the great dad i used to be. all because your mother broke my heart in which i thought i could never love again.

every dark tunnel i entered, never had a light at the end for me, as to every relationship i had always ended in tears and heartbreak. the days kept feeling longer, and the nights forever lasted. not being able to function nor think straight, which took a toll on my income. i was nothing but a shell of my former self.

it's been seven long month's since you were taken away from me. from being there when you first opened your eye's, and through all the laughters and the cries. my world was turned upside down.

i met a girl called hawys, who turned my world right around. she helped me get those feeling's that i lost, when your mother broke my heart. she helped me through the darkness and brought me to the light. even though i was still half the man i used to be, she stood right by my side. she helped me get back my flesh and blood, but it wasn't over night. i was forever in her debt, for the thing's she did for me.

but even though i was still half the man i used to be, i couldn't keep her by my side. it was the pain and the angers i felt for your mother. that pushed my one true love away. as everything in life has a price, and being lost in the pain and fears, lost me the woman who was more than a lover. she was my best friend.

now i got you back by my side, and your mother and me finally see eye to eye, thing's are looking up. but i still the abyss in my heart, as i miss my girl hawys. forever and always i will.