[Verse 1]
You say you miss me
Funny how you say it now
When I was begging you to choose me
You were out running around
You wore your secrets
Like a scent on your shirt
I washed it out but the memory
Still burns
Still hurts
[Pre-Chorus]
You only call when I'm almost over you
You only chase what you’re scared to lose
You only cry when I don't come through
But I remember the truth
[Chorus]
You want me back like
Back when you had me
Back when you thought I'd
Stay through the damage
Now you’re on your knees
Asking for the past
But you broke that glass
Baby
You want me back like
Nothing ever happened
But I can’t unsee
Every little fragment
You had a good thing
You let it crack
Now you only want me
Back when you had me back
[Verse 2]
You say you're healing
But you're just scared of being alone
You call it fate
I call it
You afraid to grow
You send me pictures
"Remember this?" at 2 a.m
But love is more than all the angles
Of who we used to pretend
[Pre-Chorus]
You only love me when I'm walking out
You only swear you're gonna fix it now
You only shout it when you see the doubt
But I remember the sound
[Chorus]
You want me back like
Back when you had me
Back when I twisted
Every red flag into magic
Now you’re at my door
Saying you can change
But my heart’s rearranged
Baby
You want me back like
Nothing ever happened
But I can’t unknow
Every little action
You had a good thing
You let it crack
Now you only want me
Back when you had me back
[Bridge]
I gave you chances
Till I lost count
You gave me questions
I live without
You say "forever"
I say "too late"
You had my always
Now you get my fade (oh)
[Chorus]
You want me back like
Back when you had me
Back when I broke myself
Just to keep you happy
Now I’m choosing me
Over what we lacked
And I’m not going back
Baby
You want me back like
Nothing ever happened
But I found a strength
In the empty mattress
You had a good thing
You let it crack
Now you only want me
Back when you had me back
Back when you had me
But you can't have me back