Awoke

Starting to think that I'm broken again That this time I spent making amends

I slipped and all of my sins are pouring out on the floor in front of me Because I'm trying to change what I was

I'm starting to think that I'm broken again Because all of the past mistakes that I have made seem like they're more beautiful than living

I'm headed towards all of the things that I worked so hard to close the door on and I'm drawn right back in

So I'm starting to think that I'm broken again That my dreams are easier to live in

So I'm starting to think

every single thing that made me wake up one day is changing for the better Seems like it's more sweet than this bitter reality

would rather be getting high with all of my old dreams and all of my old memories would rather be rewriting some stories in the past maybe even reliving them so i'm

A fan of the pain rather than the game hoping when i close my eyes thinking about all of the pain i worked so hard to run away from

so i'm starting to think that because i don't want to be awake again these days and i don't want to make a change it's awoken