I don't forgive my soul

[Male Vocal]
[Verse]
I can't breathe
As if I were in the ocean
I would be smoking even in that case
Just so you don't have a panic attack
I would dedicate my last thoughts to you
I still remember your last I love you
But my heart is broken because of me
Putting a Band-Aid on it will remain just an idea
[Pre Chorus]
And I have no more tears
I screamed at the sky
Stop tormenting
My fragile mind
I suffer for you
[Chorus]
I don't forgive my soul
I pay the consequences
I know you're still looking for me
Between the eyes of the people
And like a lightning inside
It wears out my heart
I just wanted peace
You just wanted love
[Verse]
And I start again from me
With a glass of wine
But my head is spinning
And I still imagine you
I need a psychologist
To fill my voids
But you are enough for me
To regain my peace of mind
[Chorus]
I don't forgive my soul
I pay the consequences
I know you're still looking for me
Between the eyes of the people
And like a lightning inside
It wears out my heart
I just wanted peace
You just wanted love
[Final Chorus]
Maybe one day I'll forgive myself
I'll look at you and smile
But that time is still far away
Until then I'll blame myself

 Depressive,Hard,Emotion