I don't forgive my soul

I can't breathe

As if I were in the ocean

I would be smoking even in that case

Just so you don't have a panic attack

I would dedicate my last thoughts to you

I still remember your last I love you

But my heart is broken because of me

Putting a Band-Aid on it will remain just an idea

And I have no more tears

I screamed at the sky

Stop tormenting

My fragile mind

I suffer for you

I don't forgive my soul

I pay the consequences

I know you're still looking for me

Between the eyes of the people

And like a lightning inside

It wears out my heart

I just wanted peace

You just wanted love

And I start again from me

With a glass of wine

But my head is spinning

And I still imagine you

I need a psychologist

To fill my voids

But you are enough for me

To regain my peace of mind

I don't forgive my soul

I pay the consequences

I know you're still looking for me

Between the eyes of the people

And like a lightning inside

It wears out my heart

I just wanted peace

You just wanted love

Maybe one day I'll forgive myself

I'll look at you and smile

But that time is still far away

Until then I'll blame myself